I was going to post about my holiday but it was the wave of light tonight and that is far more important. This week has been baby loss awareness week. I am going to discuss miscarriage, so if you are in a vulnerable place yourself or are pregnant and do not want to read about … Continue reading What is normal for a miscarriage? part 3.
It’s been a while since I really spent a while thinking about my miscarriage, not that I could or would ever forget Kai. In fact I often think about Kai just not the actual miscarriage; that does not define him. I actually subconsciously must have been focused on it as last night I dreamt about … Continue reading What is normal for a miscarriage? part two
One thing that my friends and family generally laugh at me for, is how old I am, maybe this comes from the "nursing" territory, but generally I feel that I am becoming more and more like my mamma everyday (apart from having vascular dementia, though sometimes baby brain is pretty close). My main old lady … Continue reading What is normal for being an old lady in your 20’s?
I've never reached the middle before, so everything is very new to me! After loosing one baby you feel like you have no right to complain about the many bad side effects of pregnancy, especially when everybody who has been pregnant is telling you how wonderful pregnancy is and how much they loved being pregnant. … Continue reading What is normal for the middle of pregnancy?
When I first had my miscarriage I was often told to write about it. I did, in the form of a blog, I had always thought about blogging but was always to lazy to do it. Turns out writing straight out of an emotional hell hole is far too much for me. I felt like … Continue reading What is normal for having a miscarriage?
Quite frankly I don't know. For me my normality is sitting in my half finished house worrying about everything. Currently my number one biggest worry, which most of my other worries are based around, is being pregnant. My second biggest worry is my job (goodness knows how I haven't shriveled into a emotional drained shrub). … Continue reading What is normal for a 27 year old woman?